Greed is not a flattering word.

This quote just in from a sermon podcast I was listening to:

The reality is there isn’t any difference between the greed that we read about on the front pages of the newspaper or on the news websites...  there’s nothing different about the greed that has destroyed our financial institutions and the greed that motivates our daily little decisions.  There’s not. They just have more resources so it affects more. - Scott Mehl

Thank you for teaching me to love life.

Most of my interests are directly inherited from my dad.  I've been realizing that recently. Thanks Dad, for teaching me to love life. You were passionate about what you did and about enjoying life, and that's why I am following in your footsteps. You taught me to love

-history

-self education, research, and obsessive buying of books and videos on any topic that I feel the need to know about

-children's and adult choirs

-a good bass line in the above

-The Pilgrim Academy

-spending more time with the fam than probably any other family on the East Coast

-apologetics

-my mom's marinara sauce

-Egg Harbor City

-adopting liturgical or ethnic traditions that are not necessarily ours and in a somewhat sloppy fashion, just because it makes us feel more connected to history.  I will spare you anecdotes but someday I will dress up on St. Lucia's day.

-jogging

-outdoors

-the Egg Harbor lake and Batsto

-the field of education

-the history of last names

-goal-setting

-smart men (now let me just pause here to say my dad did NOT like men, but I do; and I have definitely crushed on a 50 year old balding gay man before, thanks to the fact that my dad made me think smart was hot)

-visiting historic sites on vacation

-Renaissance/ancient music

-landscapes and the colors blue and green

-Calvinists ("ists" not "ism") My dad liked Machen, Rushdoony, Witherspoon, and Kuyper to name a few; and though I still have to read those guys I know I can partly blame my Calvinist-love on my dad.  By the way don't ask because I don't know.

-self-help (yes, my mom is not rid of diet books lying around and health food sitting in the refrigerator anytime soon)

-Leadbelly and a little bit of opera (yeah just throwing those in to make ya'll think, remember the days of Goodnight Irene, or the days of listening to Jose Carreras on the way back from swimming?)

-Francis Schaeffer, C.S. Lewis, G.K. Chesterton, Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Arthur Custance, and I'll just stick Garrison Keillor into this list for fun even though he doesn't go with the apologist theme.

-this is not a passion for me now, but I hope to follow in his footsteps and someday garden

This list may come across as being somewhat nerdy, but I want to add the disclaimer that I am in no way defining Robert A. Peterson Jr.  My brothers could each come up with their own lists of the passions that were handed down to them.  But I think that this list, though not all-inclusive, is long enough that I can safely say I am my father's daughter.

Songs about world peace and let me boast about God for a minute here

I am thinking about writing a book (being creative!) called "God has the corner on pretty much everything cool in the world" and writing little meditations on how God doesn't just give us a primarily sacred book, but that the Bible is the first to use certain folk tale literary devices or the first to record a party with music and food... 

But for now here's an example to show that "God has the corner on pretty much everything cool in the world."  

Song lyrics.

I was listening to a choir concert today and on one of the tracks the artist was talking about the vision of world peace.  I am all for world peace (which by the way will not happen until the earth is filled with the knowing of God, see here), but I think I am just a little bit spoiled and I will tell you how.  

I am privileged to sing about the multi-faceted aspects of God's glory and the meaningful ways in which God has chosen to connect with man.  This is huge and examples would not do it justice. Being in music education I am constantly reminded of how hard it would be to pick good choir music while leaving God out of the mix.  

I have to say that there are thousands of great songs on secular subjects.  In fact, my school spring concerts are mostly secular this year because I am trying to educate Christian school kids in art and folk music.  But in general for those with the more existential personality, a personality that is constantly looking for purpose and wants to sing about that, abandoning God means you are left composing songs about two subjects: world peace and recycling.  

Here is an example.  At a music educator's workshop recently someone shared a song with lyrics as follows:

1. I don't know your name, we speak different languages; We may not be the same, but I reach out my hand to you and I say... (then sing chorus line one)

2. ...we have different points of view... (then sing chorus line 2)

3. ...we cut different kinds of food... (then sing chorus line 3)

4. ...we have different holidays... (then sing chorus, all 3 lines together

etc.

Chorus: "Hello" in English, Spanish, Arabic, Japanese, Chinese-Mandarin, Italian, Swahili etc.

After being raised singing about God, singing about diversity just doesn't cut it for me.  

And it doesn't cut it for others, either.  Composers used to be forced to write for church, but there are plenty of non-Christian composers that choose Biblical texts for the mere fact that those texts are the best ones. And I haven't met a single public school teacher that likes the fact that they aren't allowed to sing sacred music.  (Well actually now that I think of it I did meet one last month. She was explaining why it was ok to use a certain song about children singing to Muhammad. That song was historical narrative whereas she warned us never to use songs of worship in school. For some reason "songs to Jesus" was the example she used of what not to do.  Makes sense. Great workshop on eastern music, seriously.)  At any rate I know it is often hard for my friends that are under certain politically correct regulations to find good choir music and I hope it is not presumptuous for me to say so in this article.

It's bad writing to finish off by saying: "well... you know what I mean, right?" But I'm going to do it anyway.  

If you are a Christian, and you don't know what I mean, you need to pick up a hymnal AND you need to bone up a little on your music history because it is part of your Christian heritage.  If you are not a Christian, you may not know what I mean.  I want you to know that I care a lot about world peace, and I'm a big fan of diversity. Maybe we should talk sometime so I can explain myself further because I am not going to make this post any longer.

Creativity quotes

I think the Lord might be answering my prayer for creativity. I will write an update on that soon. Until then, here are some of the quotes that got me started on this whole thing.

The invention of the phonograph is the end of culture as we know it.

-Thomas Edison

We have changed from a society of music makers to a society of music consumers.

-John Feierebend

Lovin' life...

Christians should love life the most.  I sung this hymn in church this morning.  They say this kind of stuff happens when you fall in love; I want to fall in love with Christ.

Heav'n above a softer blue, Earth around is sweeter green!

Something lives in every hue Christless eyes have never seen;

Birds with gladder songs o'erflow, flowers with deeper beauties shine,

Since I know, as now I know, I am his, and he is mine.

Since I know, as now I know, I am his, and he is mine.

Words: George W. Robinson, 1876 

The true hope

Tonight the director of my community orchestra told us that funding for our organization is being cut by the private high school that sponsors us.  I've been feeling annoyed recently by the bad economy. Annoyed is the right word because it has not affected my life yet. The forecasts show that I could be affected very soon, though.  

Being a musician or music teacher is definitely one of the less secure professions.  I've been unemployed once in my life and I never want to have that feeling again. I try to think of what measures I could take against that ever happening to me again.  Nursing school?  I don't know...

But I realized when I was listening to a sermon tonight, though, that that feeling of security that I crave is no less God-less than a pagan pursuing the American dream.  I want my life in the here and now to be neatly tied up and I want to be able to present it to others as a resume complete with a good education, achievements, and a comfortable lifestyle.

But the apostle Paul asks us keep our mind and thoughts elsewhere.  

Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! According to his great mercy he has caused us to be born again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance that is imperishable, undefiled, and unfading, kept in heaven for you... in this you rejoice, though for now for a little while, if necessary you have been grieved by various trials...  

(Read the entire passage here.)

This life is "a little while", and my focus should on what I'm going to get in heaven.  Thank you, Lord, if my world here gets a little tenuous and forces me to remember eternity.

Riding in the cool van in youth group

I found the blog "Stuff Christians Like" a couple of months ago, and pretty much lost an entire week of productivity. 

I have since cured my addiction; however, I just agreed to chaperone our church's Youth Retreat, and it reminded me of this post.